I just wanna be so hot that I can do all sorts of crazy fucked up shit to boys and they just take it bc I’m “damaged” and “art isn’t supposed to be nice it’s supposed to make you feel something”
Suxx that Roy was the last guy I was w sexually. I miss lee. I’m talking to Joshua again, but it’s not the same. I miss having someone care about me. Why did I messed up really bad what I had w the love of my life? Gawd I’m so stupid.